i am nervous. hesitant. inhibited.
oppressed.
repressed.
reluctant.
invisible.
he is cold. cruel. coarse.
invading my body. and soul.
with brutal. maniacal. force.
i am cornered. contained. controlled.
i do. as i am told.
though i am young.
i feel. terribly old.
empty. barren. desolate.
i plead. beg. argue.
to a god. i cannot see.
teetering trust. flimsy faith.
sustain my hope. you will be seen.
jesus said. seek. knock.
i will seek.
i will knock.
the door will open.
i will be found.
i believe.
he knows. knows all.
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