dear tomorrow me

i wonder.  will you be there.  tomorrow?

his cruel hate.  will surely.  kill me.

tonight.

can't control my breathing.  shaking.  shivering.  sweating.
searing pain.

petrified.  frozen.  sick.

need.  the bathroom.  will have to move.  will have to open
the door.  turn on the light.

no.  can't turn the light on.

tonight.

i wish he would.  kill me.  then it would be over.

i won't move.  until morning.  praying now.

remembering jesus.  asking his father.  if there be any.
other.  way.  let this cup pass.  from me.

nevertheless.  not my will.  but your will.  be done.

i will cling to him.  because of jesus.  i am not alone.

i believe.

he knows.  knows all.