Tuesday, August 8, 2017

dear sabotaged older me

my body.  mangled.
my heart.  vandalized.
my emotions.  tainted.

my life.  sabotaged.

lies.  darkness.  rage.
evil.

surround me.
engulf me.
suffocate me.

the abuser is.  powerful.
manipulative.
calculating.

i am.  determined.
stubborn.
obstinate.

i cling to the hope.
that jesus is.  who he says he is.

my creator.  savior.  redeemer.

he promises.  comfort.  peace.
truth.

i believe.

he knows.  knows all.