i am hesitant. careful. hyper-vigilant.
pensive.
he is cruel. barbaric. ruthless. devious.
i feel bare. exposed. undefended. condemned.
sad. scared. humiliated.
the will to fight. within me. is strong.
the will. to carry on. is not.
the will to pretend. fake. feign. lie.
is a sham. it is exhausting.
jesus is. the way. the truth.
and the life. he is light. love. savior.
everything. i long for. hope for. pray for.
he penetrates my fear. my desperation. my sorrow.
he keeps me. from drowning. in my shame.
he reaches. down. into my reality.
shines his light. into my darkness.
speaks his truth. into my facade.
i will. lay before him. what is in me.
the good. the bad. and the ugly.
i believe.
he knows. knows all.
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