i'm finding new ways to cope. to rebel. to control.
something. anything.
i feel embarrassed all the time. ashamed. confused.
he loves to humiliate. degrade. berate. punish. accuse. abuse.
sometimes i think this can't be real. it has to be a
crazy devilish nightmare. but it is all too real.
the internal pain every bit as real as the physical pain.
my body devastated. mind poisoned. heart distorted.
my spirit. unbeatable.
i heard jesus is a man of sorrow. he knows grief.
familiar with suffering.
i believe.
he knows. knows all.
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